Writer's Block: Most inspiring teacher
Who is the most inspiring teacher you ever had and why? How often do you think about what they taught you? How has it changed your life?
I've had many teachers I have liked but the one who made me love school and influenced me to do better was Ms. Hoover my 3rd and fourth grade teacher... I had lots of trouble keeping up with homework when i was younger and she helped me be able to do my work efficiently. She always said to me do the hard stuff first and get it out of the way and that way when you get to the easy stuff it goes by quick.... i'm not sure if she knew this when she said it but that could also be applied to everyday life, get through the bad and strive for the good

the truth to this
The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. 'Don't even go there.' I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth, or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing my self to victimhood.

I have been letting myself feel victimized for a while now.... my mom is punishing me for living with my step-dad, she is punishing him for that reason and because of the divorce that she made happen... but now i need to stand up for what i believe and if something doesn't work out the way i want it to or think it should then i will not let it bring me down because it is not my fault nor is it scott's that my mother is crazy... we did not make her past therefore we can not control nor help prevent her future....

Today is the day

The Significance of the Triple-Digit Date

9/9/09 Numerology

In Numerology, every number has a specific personality, wherever it appears. But when numerologists "decode" a certain date, they don't just focus on the numbers themselves; they study a complicated diagram of number cycles that points out which combinations are more important than others. That's why we can use Numerology to say with confidence that September 9, 2009 -- or 9/9/09 -- is indeed an important day!

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When numerologists break down 9/9/09, they ultimately end up with a repetition of the numbers 11, 9 and 2 -- a powerful combination of influences. Together, these numbers interact to give us a day of intense change and promise.

First off: number 11, which reigns supreme as a "Master number." On a global scale, 11's influence brings a strong sense of awareness and compassion to any date; on a personal level, it amps up each individual's intuition. Meanwhile, 11 encourages us to strengthen the bonds we share with others, because 11 is truly the number of brotherhood and diplomacy. On 9/9/09, 11 will set the tone for the day.

Next is 9, a number which represents the end of a cycle, but never fear: humanitarian 9 is also the number of sympathy, love, selfless sacrifice -- and morality. Many numerologists think of 9 as the "Mother Theresa number." 9 will be the driving force on 9/9/09.

Finally we have 2, a number which will show both its positive and negative faces. On the upside, 2 is like a subtle 11: a number of awareness and intuition. Unfortunately, 2 can also act as an energy-suck: it will highlight our desire to help others, but prevent us from having the drive to actually be compassionate. On 9/9/09, 2 will force us to focus on our own shortcomings.

So how do these numbers all come together? Since there's evidence to suggest that 9/9/09 will host a major confrontation between good and evil, this combination may ensure that 9/9/09 becomes a day of positive change, rather than disaster, for everyone. With 11 encouraging the best in us, 2 challenging us to confront our flaws and 9 representing definite endings, 9/9/09 will encourage healing. The events of this day will inspire us to re-examine our lifestyles and come out ahead!

I'm gonna be (500 miles) by the proclaimers
I'm So Done!! I'm breaking the chain ...I will not allow another guy to Step on my Heart!!! I will not fall for words that blind me from the truth...
 I know now that I'm good enough to have something beautiful and with full respect!
I Am No angel... but if i did have a good boyfriend than it would all be 'just peachy' But i always pick the ones that lie!!! and don't have enough decency to call me when they say they will !!!!! or come see me when i'm not doin so great.... I want someone who would do anything for me if i needed w/e it is..... I want someone who would meet me 500 miles in the middle if that was the only way we could see each other!

August 29th
Daily Tarot
The Knight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in change. I am quick, sharp, and ready for assertive, revolutionary or affirmative action. I overcome obstacles or resolve conflict by getting right to the point, cutting to the chase or confronting challenges head on -- even if this means going against the grain. My communication, style or expectation is on the cutting edge and relies on reason, design, the latest craze or facts. It is my honor to protect and defend my perception of truth. I measure twice and cut once. I am empowered by expectation or duty and my virtue is commitment to the greater good.
Exactly!!!!!!! this shit is unbelievable...I've been having so many epiphanies it's crazy!

Daily Love Tartot
The Hermit card reversed suggests that you may feel insecure. Take extra care that you don't come across as defensive, shut others out or treat those who show concern or interest with hostility, or else you could ignite sentiments such as 'good riddance' or 'they're just jealous.' Lighten up and you might find what you seek, but don't fall victim to someone who may prey on your vulnerability or feelings of isolation or pretend to know what you are going through. You may need to face the truth alone.

This so reminds me of the guy i just met... and i didn't see the reality of it till i just read this...WOW!

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August 2009
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One Step at a Time

Minor adjustments done well are much more valuable this month than dramatic moves. An awkward quincunx between expansive Jupiter and contractive Saturn on August 19 requires you to scale back an idea that's running away with itself. The reappearance of this aspect -- which began on March 22 and finishes on February 5, 2010 -- is not meant to squash your dreams but to bring them down to a scale where you can shepherd them into reality. Consider constructive input from others, yet don't pull back because of someone else's fears. Combining small but positive steps with the magic you feel is the winning formula.

The Full Moon in unconventional Aquarius on August 5 is a Lunar Eclipse that falls in your 12th House of Escapism, tempting you to run away from your responsibilities. However, active Mars in multitalented Gemini trines the Full Moon to provide alternative ways to meet your obligations.

Keep In Mind This Month Mastering even minor details in your daily life builds a web of competence and confidence to support your long-term goals.

Febuary 6th is my moms birthday and i talked to her on the 19th and we didn't get along.... she told me to leave her porch when she acted like she wasn't home.... at the beginning of this it says An awkward quincunx between expansive Jupiter and contractive Saturn on August 19 requires you to scale back an idea that's running away with itself. The reappearance of this aspect -- which began on March 22 and finishes on February 5, 2010 -- is not meant to squash your dreams but to bring them down to a scale where you can shepherd them into reality. and i moved out right about the time of my b-day in March... this shit is accurate as a mother fucker!!!

conflict of intrest
Somewhere deep inside I can feel the real me shining through again... yet it still seems so far. My thoughts are quick and my realizations are quicker. One thing I do know is that I have moved past my non-ability to see every guy in their own light... without even thinking of Anthony I have looked at a few guys and judged them based on what I think of them not by if they measured up to Anthony (that was my first love who died in june 2004) To me this is the greatest thing!!!! :) i've been trying to get past that problem but it wasn't till now and since i met joe that i started to see guys for who they are.... i should thank him for that but then that would only boost his ego (fucker)
Part of me still hides though... and it's the part that bugs me the most... I have a problem with being convinced of others peoples opinions of who I date and I always think about it and i'm thinkin why can't I just like someone and be happy.. and make my own decision or opinion....

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In Greek mythology, Cassandra (Greek: Κασσάνδρα, "she who entangles men"[1]; also known as Alexandra[2]) was the daughter of King Priam and Queen Hecuba of Troy. Her beauty caused Apollo to grant her the gift of prophecy. However, when she did not return his love, Apollo placed a curse on her so that no one would ever believe her predictions.



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Ajax and Cassandra by Solomon Joseph Solomon, 1886.

In an alternative version, she spent a night at Apollo's temple, at which time the temple snakes licked her ears clean so that she was able to hear the future. This is a recurring theme in Greek mythology, though sometimes it brings an ability to understand the language of animals rather than an ability to know the future.[3]

Apollo loved Cassandra, and when she did not return his love, he cursed her so that her gift would become a source of endless pain and frustration. In some versions of the myth, this is symbolized by the god spitting into her mouth; in other Greek versions, this act was sufficient to remove the gift so recently given by Apollo, but Cassandra's case varies. From the play Agamemnon, it appears that she made a promise to Apollo to become his consort, but broke it, thus incurring his wrath: though she retained the power of foresight, no one would believe her predictions. Telephus, the son of Heracles, loved Cassandra but she scorned him and instead helped him seduce her sister Laodice.

While Cassandra foresaw the destruction of Troy (she warned the Trojans about the Trojan Horse, the death of Agamemnon, and her own demise), she was unable to do anything to forestall these tragedies since they did not believe her.

Coroebus and Othronus came to the aid of Troy out of love for Cassandra. Cassandra was also the first to see the body of her brother Hector being brought back to the city.

At the fall of Troy, she sought shelter in the temple of Athena, where she was violently abducted and raped by Ajax the Lesser. Cassandra was then taken as a concubine by King Agamemnon of Mycenae. Unbeknownst to Agamemnon, while he was away at war, his wife, Clytemnestra, had begun an affair with Aegisthus. Clytemnestra and Aegisthus then murdered both Agamemnon and Cassandra. Some sources mention that Cassandra and Agamemnon had twin boys, Teledamus and Pelops, both of whom were killed by Aegisthus.

Homer. Iliad XXIV, 697-706; Homer. Odyssey XI, 405-434; Aeschylus. Agamemnon; Euripides. Trojan Women; Euripides. Electra; Apollodorus. Bibliotheke III, xii, 5; Apollodorus. Epitome V, 17-22; VI, 23; Virgil. Aeneid II, 246ff; Lycophron. Alexandra

Writer's Block: Thanks to Technology…
What are some things you can do today because of technology that you couldn't do five years ago?
Five years ago.... I couldn't get ahold of my best friend from second grade cuz we always moved or had numbers changed... now we re-met and we both have cell phones with texting and we have the same phone company so we get to talk for FREE! :)  didn't think i'd ever see her again.... thank you cellular device :) and the hayloft :)

Shaping Hearts
It's seems i've been miss placed
So many memories have been erased
Dreams to dreadful to taste
Decisions made with hast
My words are softly spoken
Yet I am open
Like a heart-shaped locket
Except most have only carried me in their pocket
Yet i look and I do find
We are all one of a kind
We are all sinners on the inside
Most of our loving hearts have died
...and i fear my heart will wither away
 If i don't find myself today


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